I’ve always wondered at what point humans became such filth? At a time, everyone would of been in a civilised world. Where no one was selfish, where everyone put someone in front of them without thinking about how it would benefit themselves. I don’t know what is more concerning. The fact that the world is getting worse and is going to get worse. I want to build my own house where no one knows where i am. I want to be left alone. People don’t care about anything. Emotion is just a chemical that gets released from your brain that makes you feel the way you do. Emotions aren’t real. People just care about you because it will benefit them in same shape or form. I want to build my own house and be a ghost. Where no one knows me. Humans are disgusting.

It’s always everyone’s fault but yours.

I had the thought the other day that maybe I’m a cunt or too mean to people. Then it hit me. I’m just honest.

I think the thing that I wonder about the most is death. Not because I am afraid it, in no shape or form. But what joys might await after this life. People always come up to me and say “be careful what you do, live the dream. You only live once.” But the thing is I couldn’t really care about dying. I could say I’ve accepted it in hindsight.